Monday, May 31, 2010

83 Kittansett Loop Henderson Nv

Relevant Considerations

Almost, all that enter here will be truth or fiction, the rest will be irrelevant or may not exist, everything that could affect actual or fictitious people feel identified with the characters in the book, will fiction and reason for the real chance for the fictional reality, which is not affected ....

remains clear that as in any novel based on fact, almost all the characters are fictional, if by chance the names, circumstances, occupations, addresses, phone numbers, emails and / or ages coincide with someone of the "real life" not be more than mere coincidence.

Whoever does not feel adversely affected and not seeking financial gain may be awarded a character ... he likes, and I'll accept all the real people who are the award ... but will not pay a penny to anyone, this is all a figment of my imagination, sometimes when I look in this cell I still believe that this is a very long nightmare, then took more than three months living in isolation 23 hours a day, when I sleep, I leave my nightmare and went into a peaceful sleep, waking nightmare return to live in the vigil.

I'm a prisoner in the Justice Center Moabit in Berlin, is Friday, May 8, 2009, Sunday will be Mother's Day in Mexico and you will suffer my bowels, I, his eldest son, his worship, his "son" of almost 50 years, is in prison, I suffer because they suffer and what kick him suffer, the suffering I'll be in jail as goes by realizing this Journal-fiction, which is nothing more than a collection of facts that I have played live and which many relatives, friends and acquaintances, should write .

This daily soap opera, I hope to fulfill certain functions, including; alleviate boredom, despair, uncertainty, isolation and the isolation that is experienced when in a cell of 4 x 2.5 meters 23 hours a day in thinking company always cruel, brutally ruthless, it is impossible to have an optimistic stance in this situation, thoughts are the result of the pessimism that is violated through of isolation and confinement, ranging from imagining that my wife is in bed with another man, my father died 83 years or until my son who lives alone in Mexico City has been kidnapped or has been victim of any other form of crime in this beautiful but troubled city.

imagine what they are doing my loved ones is an evil which I try to avoid at all costs, it fills me with sadness and uncertainty, which is the worst feeling of impotence before the damn word ... "ANY", the inability to change generates a single fact the biggest frustration, a couple of days ... just out of view and trying to escape the madness of "ANY" ... wrote ... "against the" had "... just" no way ya, this one sentence I have been a great help, two other major aid has been television and books.
Today, being in the cell of Chelsea, a Chilean offender charged with several burglaries, but for me it's the best therapist I've ever met and as such I use it whenever I can (during the walk of a hour a day on the playground or during visiting hours between inmates you have after a meal), a question you made me realize something that frightened me.

- "And out of here you'll to Mexico? "

When I arrived in Germany on January 22 affected by: the more than 10 tablets (ativanes) he had taken to eliminate my fear of being arrested, whiskeys and wine glasses who gleefully accepted the surcharges without no other reason than not to offend his kindness, had brought with me the intentions of: bed with Sophie, to become an international outlaw, get a bounty of 43.373 euros to pay off debts, buy the engagement ring Pia, and best gift to my children ... no trifles, having money to start a fun business in Mexico and start a new phase in my life, without luxury but quiet with Pia, my "Relatively new old", who when there are severe economic pressures pass me wonder.

What I enjoy most is knowing that with Pia at sunrise will be at my side at night, when we are asleep and wake up for no reason or any irrelevant, invariably my hand looking for her naked thighs, (must sleep in underwear (she)), is a great joy in the quiet of the dark. Until you wake up, do not pass these tremulous caresses, but if you wake up, I will invariably victims of sexual assaults as ruthless as pleasurable.

When he was arrested 3 hours after landing in Berlin and I slept with Sophia, and I won a weight off my debt in Mexico is and continues to grow with a very kind interest of 2% per week and my ability and no payment, but simple economic solvency is less than that of an indigent to American Express.
Chelo's question was a bucket of cold water, because here I am longing for freedom and cursing my captivity, uncertainty, sadness and other permanent cell mates, but I do not collect debts outstanding, they feed me well The food goes from good to excellent, I have a weekly German class, shower, twice a week, Tuesdays and Fridays, hairdresser and library to the "room" I spend watching TV in bed (90% of the time without understanding what they say) without being criticized for my inactivity, world class health service and room service "for all meals, as well as laundry service, personal clothing (in my case the uniform), towels, rags and bedding.

As I did not kill anyone, nor brought twenty kilos of coca, the most that can take this captivity, if I go wrong, it will be until April of next year, but with the chaos I'm putting my deportation can occur long before , then one day get to Mexico, I do not know if you follow the squat, now see it as essential but that neither she nor I are and the pain I get after some time it will, but my need for money with me for the rest of my life.
syndrome last return of the prodigal son, while I go a week with my mom and 15 minutes with my dad, between these two periods, maybe I can live at home.

My conflict is summed up in one of my philosophical principles "to me I would not be fucking me" this can only be given if it is completely self-sustaining.

The picture presented to me in the cell of Chelsea, talking about the certainty of freedom was far from rosy. I'll get to Mexico without a weight, failed as a criminal, frustrated and also to live on charity from friends or relatives ... NI MADRES !!!... I'd like to get victory, but as I am not Ingrid Betancourt on being released will not constitute grounds for a popular party, who I want to be happy for a while, but neither in the stories involve my final destination "where everyone was very happy ", will arrive, there will be a welcome party where there will be jokes, tears and anger meetings, where almost everyone will be happy, but the next day, the daily reach and with it the unromantic part of economic necessity, along with this, the petty quarrels of the time, but now 50 years and claims for lost time. Still do not know how long this will last but I will get out of work and also with their tails between their legs, and more cynical than I will not be able to hide my frustration at the failure, I have caught more than a thief, for stupid, it hurts more Even getting the offender but with a respectable haul. Any man with money is respectable, not that it is the only condition but more money is more respectable, respectable understanding that capacity has to be respected, respect being the "shield" that is against criticism, barbs , assaults, intrusions, advice and suggestions,

There are 3 types of respect as I know, in fact everything here is as I write, unless you cite the source, such as "See a white dove is freedom" ... depending on which Chelsea will promptly, not a desire to give credit to the thinker, but this nonsense as delimitation of its comic content, philosophical, rhetorical or metaphorical are worthy of being written. .. "See a white dove is freedom" ... very therapist ... but stupid.

that holds respect through fear, which holds the admiration and respect that is given based on who respects human quality.

1 º. I will respect who I could damage, such as the respect you had my father, the dread that he had for his person, either through physical violence or verbal contained me to say many things that would have been detrimental to my stability emotional or skin of my thighs. This is respect for fear.

2 º. Whom I will respect for facts, actions or life story, I think is at a higher level than mine. Gustavo would be the example in this respect, Argentina Gustavo left on a trip to Brazil on a small motorcycle when he came to Brazil, and he ran out of money, considered the most sensible thing was to go around the world, lived with me about a month while he was in Mexico City, I who gave me an adventurer, before Gustavo I had no more to say "Chapeau." His adventurous spirit and ability are far superior to mine, this recognition generates respect. The recognition of superior abilities who generates respect there is invariably based on important skills for those respects.
I'm not going to respect anyone with greater lung capacity, and greater ability to study, none of these capabilities matter to me, someone who holds 2 minutes under the water or someone who holds a Ph.D. in science, is not having a level higher mine. Although for much of society is.

3 ° finally awarded him the respect not those who fear or admire him, but who even might think is stupid at a lower level to mine (social, economic or physical) is about my human quality. Who abuse the social, economic or physical assaults by the simple fact show or feel superior, and deserves NO MOTHER TO BE IN A CELL LIKE THAT I AM. HE SAID. Arriving in Mexico

offender failed, my shield to be respected will be similar to having a child shields that were faithful copies of those worn by the knights of the round table ... but plastic and scale, as I ex-prisoner to be in a position very vulnerable to humiliation, and as I'm half sensitive, I need money and do not want to go through that, coupled with that I have time, I have no interruptions, pens and paper gives me the German state, in exchange for not fighting with my peers or damaging facilities, I decided to write a book "in defense", I'll be a writer by necessity, as I become a famous writer and winner, as I make a wool and at least for a while will not have to live credit, equal to enough to buy the bike through the broker and the administrator of the office of Manzanillo a certain Mr. Well, I lost.

But not just involve money making accounts (I love reckoning), a writer can receive 10% of the cost of each book. I have at least 5 hours a day to write, I take 20 pages in two hours, my first 2 hours of formal writer, and I even fit a fingernail so much writing, perhaps these 10 pages per hour represent 7 pages typed, in 5 hours are 35 pages in one week is 245, I think "I pulled it out" with the account, but if you get a novel of 400 pages that can be sold at 300 pesos to the public every 10,000 copies represent ... UTA (UTA, expression I use too often denotes superlative surprise) 400,000 thousand dollars, not what I intended to win on this trip, but it's something. In addition to a literary success and fame comes with celebrity women, so delicious them, in case the squat and has decided to send me to hell, which I hope is not the case, as sooner or later I get another, hopefully not, because I love the shorty and me, outside of a couple of shit he has done and have affected me awkwardly, has been wonderful.

short, like alburero said, if I am going wrong and I have to kick a year in prison for a crime he never committed, but police and 10 other witnesses tried to make them know that, I can return to Mexico frustrated, defeated , humiliated, haggard, tired without illusions and without weight or with a manuscript bajo el brazo que si tiene éxito me representará dinero, fama, mujeres y si sigue la chaparra, el placer de consentirla, que se lo merece y ayudar a mi súper hijo Efrén, que también se las está viendo duras, al maravilloso y sabio de Sebastián , el más pequeño de mis hijos al que me unen muchas características similares y a Alina, mi hija, la primera, mi princesa, mi sol, el prototipo de la naturaleza femenina.

Muchas opciones no tengo, de hecho solamente tengo dos, o seguir lamiéndome las heridas y maldiciendo el momento, que se me ocurrió esto o el momento cuando me tomé las pastillas o cuando acepte ir con Sofía a la pinche tienda; o escribir un libro que can be fun, both in his writing as in reading, just to remember me angry, but I know that if someone were telling me I would be laughing and I say this with certainty because Miguel Honduran drug trafficker, and Perucho, (the Peruvian thief) is fairly laughed when I told them my ordeal, in addition to the Chelsea, who as my therapist, hold your laughter as the male, not always, but sometimes endures.

So "what you Truje Chencha", but I hope you enjoy this book, I hope to alleviate the tedium, uncertainty, despair, and anguish, with whom I live, as well as a writer dream of becoming rich and famous.

Sunday, May 30, 2010

Linear Diffuser Advantages

Monday, 1. JUNE 8:57


But if I take right now with my inconsistency and lack of discipline, the book is an anecdote ... digress ... that's the word I was yesterday ... DISSERTATIONS and ramblings ... could be part of the title. I woke up at half past one, could not sleep, I started to eat granola until my stomach hurt, then turned to an old remedy for insomnia youth at age 15, needed 3 to 4 doses, yesterday half my taste.

Today I went for a walk in the morning, Denis and brings another theory, he believes he was the former husband of the woman who alerted the police, and his greeting was, "Good morning" ... before you answer, he continued ... "Hey Efgen" in Mexico if you talk to the police and say that a guy who goes out to Germany takes coca? "


-" Well Denis surely stop ... "I said remembering the speed with which the process to give Mexican police any information that could generate income ... even if they are lawful.

- "Pogque the pimp my ex-husband Pogque wife ... is a pimp, does nothing, he and I have many pgoblemas the hablag could not? "...

-" Well Denis will have to ask ... "I suggested

-" Hey Pegu ! "... he cried, when he saw Macario.

-" What about German? "he said this.

-" Good morning, Pegu hears what if ... "today aboard a all Latinos to check what would happen in the event that was formed in the head at night, you just have Michael, who like all the weeks in which to walk out at 7:30, makes better use of time in bed, but the return of the opening to the courtyard he played in his cell - "Miguel! Miguel! visitagte I come to blossom ..."

I'm surprised how calm I am, I do not know if you stop loving someone in the conditions under which I am, if I'm leaving the Midget love if I fell and I got twenty on the idea that I will wait for pure, chaste and Mexico , or I do not care level, the fact is that I am at peace ... Let's see how I during the day?, while in route to see if I can take the aristocratic (nap taken in the morning after reading the newspaper and breakfast) that buff me so much in my years as a gigolo.

21:04

Since I awoke from the aristocracy, which became a success, to eat, "food" is at 11:30, had not written anything until now, the food was rice, tomato sauce with corn, peas and carrots, which when mixed with rice made this seem "mexican rice" and a roll of beef stuffed with "cream cheese", all very rich. Then visit the Cete, told me of when he was caught after escape from prison of Aliens in Spain Spain is amazing that people are hitting, well this was about 5 years ago, when he was 18. They did sleep shackled hand and foot and held him in total isolation for 36 days, is pure torture! Just being in isolation means the suffering it generates. I am extremely upset with the honorable judge gave me 2 years 6 months in prison! I did not commit the crime, had no criminal record ... but with the "great" lawyer whose only qualification I had was, now I see, speak poorly English, ... well since. I went to trial at 3 months after I stopped, one day before the trial wrote a diary but without much regularity, only had 30 or 60 pages I do not know if they were on both sides, but the day before the trial, knowing that I was going, and not wanting to remember or take anything from here, I broke it, you asshole !. Wasted a lot of memories from the first cell with a Russian ... I think if it was Russian, then I took with Jamal, the Moroccan Nescafe invited me to the section of the Arabs, that was hard, it was like a month, I spoke only English when they came to me from the embassy during that time I had no TV, I read "One Hundred Years of Solitude", I read as I had never read and watched a little TV on that of Jamal, he's prisoner for drug trafficking, was caught with 7 kilos of hashish. The Arabs in general were good people, when I told Jamal, by Sison, another Moroccan, why was I here, the two agreed that I was in court with "veberum" (probation) but ... laaaa-ti-ma Margaritooo! I was sentenced to two years six months imprisonment.

Now I do not know until I go to trial, the work week starts tomorrow, because today was a holiday ... to see if they are lawyers. Today the news were strong, the most serious missed an Air France plane that left Rio de Janeiro to Paris, that in addition to rare, is bastard, say it could be a flash ... even rarer and bastard ... with radar in aircraft lightning, the chances of that this theory is true is not good ... to see what they say tomorrow, General Motors goes bankrupt ... A big blow to the capitalist system, one similar to the thousands of middle-class employees who lost their jobs, the poor ... and they benefits or harms them, and owners of big capital, less, those long ago sold their shares to banks, investment funds and other middle-class investors "Wanabees."

programs I've seen several prisons around the world, the truth live in today is a five-star rooms have their privacy, the cells are large, the food is good grating very often in "very good ", contrary there is almost total isolation and language, if you have it in English would be a marvel, and if in English would be a retreat center to meet and reconnect with oneself, a health center lose weight, regulate blood chemistry levels and to check any condition and finally, the best center of literary creation.
Tomorrow

touches shower and change of bed linen, which is given every two weeks.

There is a prison in Bolivia which is the exact analogy for poor countries, including developing countries as they are known now to the countries that have very few millionaires, but whose fortunes exceed those of many countries rich, small middle class and where the majority of the population lives in extreme poverty, in that prison drug dealers live like a Caribbean resort, women, alcohol, drug, food they want, servitude, on the other hand, the poor also live in filth there, living off the rich (the traffickers) are given in exchange for their work and integrity, it is grotesque in society which we live. The trend is the same that is given through the centuries, invariably, the rich get richer, the poor stay the same, but when the middle class loses purchasing power and prerogatives ... are armed with the fist, called historically, revolutions die some rich, at the end of the middle class is larger in number and the militia belongs mostly to the lower class in this small middle class, the army's loyalty is affordable. Some rising middle class to upper class, is shipped to the poor in the struggle, for it served and then leaving them anyway, because there is no other economic option under this scheme, the only way to have wealth is to be a lot poverty, the key to that has very few rich, very rich, is that there are many poor, very poor, this occurs at the city level, then country and finally global level, few rich countries, a few more "class media "and the impoverished majority, it is simple, money is backed by tangible assets, gold, oil, silver, etc., this is a limited worldwide, so that money is a limited supply worldwide.

country's money supports the infrastructure of this, that is, all goods and services provided to society, health care, education, roads, unemployment insurance and other public services. To the extent that a country is rich, the quality of these goods and services improves, for this to happen you need to maintain economic inequality, otherwise the quality of the infrastructure offered by rich countries would fall to the extent that infrastructure poor countries rise. What will they accept? Sure! If they are " to every mother ' , what is worse is that the rulers that this situation continues to grow, a politician can only provide for access to social improvement, these cost. It is inconceivable that a politician has global social consciousness, has regional social conscience!. No politician is going to sacrifice a penny helps someone outside their region, would be going against you ...

The change of economic system is impossible, we are doomed to live under it. When you are trying to change through more social vision systems such as communism, it improves quality of life of society in terms of public services but at country level, global competitiveness is lost, and countries will be bankrupt, Cuba, North Korea and all countries that lived under the communist regime is the best example. The change can not be taken from the bottom up, could only top-down, and this is, human nature, impossible, arise only if the reason could be the change, but the reason will never be on instinct or euphemistically known as the emotion, I said ... ugh I can not remember if it was Ortega y Gasset and Unamuno "has been said that man is a rational being, as essentially an emotional being."

With this digression click socioeconomic, and I was late afternoon and with it the desire to write, just not yet with the story of "Whores Sullivan" actually still go out and roll "luggage office" , and then comes the traveling section, "The Travels illustrate" and will feature, "The Cruise of the Mediterranean or by Offshore Marine Ambulance", "100 years of Harley" ... "Toros en Sevilla" The balcony of my buddies rich-nacos to whom I owe so much, even most of my poverty and said, again I do not remember who "... that poor rich friends have left me, although in many cases (almost all) for inviting me.

Sunday, May 9, 2010

What Kind Of Hair Does Bootz Use?

Machismo from the standpoint of an activist defending the indefensible ..

To Machixblue ... I do not know that I take with it? Home

my dissertation with the definitions of the Royal English Academy of Language ...
"machismo ... 1. M. arrogant attitude of men towards women."
"arrogance ... 1. F. The quality of being arrogant." (Note that says "quality"),
"arrogant ... 1. Adj. More powerful than others, or very powerful. U. tcs 2. Adj. Who abuses his power or boasts about it. U. tcs"

Hence: "Machismo is the attitude of men to use their superiority to women."
To start the Real Academia de la Lengua believes the man superior to women, at least part of anything sensible. The men are superior to women, not me who is going to argue with "The Academy." So from here on out will not be a consideration if the man is or is not superior to women because it has been settled by "The Academy" that is, but ... I think the blog has come to an end ... MAN IS SUPERIOR TO WOMEN ... what more could you write about it, I will pass this letter to my mom to give me your opinion and authorized for publication. ... This blog will continue ...

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Volleyball Slogans For T-shirts

Getting Grails Domain Classes

A quickie post, I've Disappeared for a while, but I'll be back with tons of new posts, for now, here is a quick way to get annotations on Grails Domain Classes, it might be helpful for doing some post processing of your domain model with the help of a plugin

For this example I'm getting the field annotations of all declared fields in my declared domain classes, using the doWithApplicationContext closure that comes with all plugins:

  
def doWithApplicationContext = { applicationContext ->
for(GrailsDomainClass domainClass in application.domainClasses) {
println "DOMAIN CLASS ${domainClass}: "
domainClass.clazz.declaredFields.each{
field ->
if(field.declaredAnnotations){
println "$ {} has the Following field.name annotations $ {field.declaredAnnotations}"
/ / Do some more processing}


}}}

Sunday, May 2, 2010

Honda Fit Mugen Accessories

Campaign

Nothing excites me more than a natural given without benefits, with the killer seated in the kidneys, citing the belly of the crutch and not cede an inch to the bull. Any bull
strain
understood the previous paragraph, one who has not been seduced by "The Bullfighting" run in "Babies" as my grandmother would say.

I think the introduction I was fucking great ... and then ... what else? .. But argue that to defend what for me is the most exciting parties? There are many answers to this question which range from a fundamentalist position, in which they do not understand "La Fiesta Brava" are fools, to a condescending attitude in which they do not understand the party is a "poor fools."

lovers this holiday, hereafter called "The Chingones", we have endured for many years the ravages of the "anti-bullfighting", hereafter called "The Assholes" (these appellations have been used for practical purposes only, not to define levels of IQ Editor's note ..), we have heard lies as big as that "the bulls are beaten with sacks before leaving the ring," the bulls are poisoned with laxatives to reduce your ferocity, "these and more have drivel been put forward by "Morons."

is not cause for this blog discussion, no controversy or question the arguments of "Morons" against of bullfighting, but "justify" why? to "The badass" we love this event.

reached the point .. I must say, confess and accept ... that I have no idea why a "natural" by Enrique Ponce or "chicuelinas" José Tomás I find the most beautiful visual moment that I could never conceive, nor do I know that a hollow my heart goes pleasure when an animal passes 500 kgs rosando the waist of a bullfighter and this remains unaffected by this dispute. I do not know which I prefer to spend three thousand euros to go to Spain to see fight at "El Juli" to save them for my age, I do not know that, "Veronica" Sebastian Castella makes me pick up more strongly in my seat start a fire in my ass.

Every four years I get excited with the goal scored by the Mexican national team every four years a Mexican athlete makes me into a state of euphoria for some achievement in the Olympics, but each "Tarde de Toros" I know there will come a time when a bullfighter in complicity with a bull will make an emotion, not similar, but much higher than the previous ones, scroll my self, going from my eyes to my heart where an anarchist way invade my territory emotional and burst into my mouth in an uncontrollable Oleeeeeeeee!.

persuaded "assholes"?, I doubt it, I woke up the concern?, I do not care, I was excited to remember the natural Ponce "Notario"?, no doubt ... this is the fiesta of the bulls ...